Nov22,2007 around 9am…

I rcvd a very disappointing news. there’s only one word that’s gonna best describe how I feel ryt now — DAMN! but i know life sucks & shit happens all the time. so blame it to… yeah fine. i give in. i’d have noone else to blame it to but myself. my bad. so what’s the fuzz all about? nothing. i just feel so down. dats all. pera na sana, naging bato pa. dats wat has happend. grrr… i don’t know saan ako pinaglihi ng mama ko bakit late ako palagi. grrr… so stupid!

i almost got dat promotion, but just because of that stupid… oh no, lousy… yeah, lousy reason of being tardy (nalate kog 2-5mins 3x), i lost the chance of getting that BS!

i really am pissed off ryt now. so discouraged. so disappointed. so frustrated. and the person who’s supposed to understand me backed out. hahaha… funny. so much for a relief! wtf!

may pag mubuto! but bottomline is it’s all my fault, and i can’t blame anyone but myself for being damned so stupid and so reckless. i’m disappointed of of self a lot. i dont wanna go to work anymore. hahaha… but i know i’ll get through this. nakaya ko mga problema ko before, so no doubt i can beat this odd. duh! i made mistakes. i make mistakes. i will always make mistakes. i can do this.

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