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oh, what about this picture? isn’t it great? very meaningful and touching. few words but it shows a lot about how people should live life. it’s about faith in that SOMEONE. it’s about sacrifice. about love.

and speaking of faith… how can you differentiate having faith from believing someone? may be not really a tricky question. i attended mass before. Gospel was all about faith, but i can’t exactly remember what the priest said. I was, most probably, sleepy that time as usual.

maybe faith got something to do with invisibility. hehe… and believe, a verb which means to consider to be true or honest or to to accept the word or evidence of (courtesy of AOL KW:dictionary). hmm… why do i even have to bother thinking about it? basta. may be it’s all about what true, what’s real, what’s visible (or invisible). watever.

Bibo kaau ang Cebu karon. It’s Sinulog Festival… and I don’t think I’ve got something to write about it coz basically I’m trapped in the office, taking in calls.

Hmmm… it could have been great if naa ko SLR. This is my 1st time to [supposedly] witness the fiest. Ang kaso, I don’t feel like going out or hanging out with friends. La man sad kaau ko close friends dnhe Cebu. My housemates? They’re busy and they’re not into lakwatsa. Dota hinoon.

Besides, me work pa ako later so i’ve got to go home early to relax and prepare for tommorrow’s work (what’s the correct spelling for 2mrw gani?)

Anyway, guys i’m fine. I guess I’m fine. I guess i’ll jz go home and watch TV. Told yah, i’m a couch potato.

This is actually one of those times me and Beh had a nice talk. Such a smart guy. A guy who is "as perennial as the grass."

(16:06:43) daniel_solo_123: do you believe in destiny?
(16:06:49) daniel_solo_123: or fate?

(16:07:14) Mulan: partly

(16:07:41) daniel_solo_123: why do you say that?

(16:10:04) Mulan: kasi, the other half of me believes that since it’s my life, ako lng pwd gumawa ng sarili kong daan. things wont happen w/o my permission
(16:10:36) Mulan: the other half believes in God, who’s more than anybody else is invisible
(16:11:09) Mulan: i believe of the so many factors tht cn affect my life

(16:11:12) daniel_solo_123: you’re right…..but the second will always prevail…..

(16:11:14) Mulan: and the way i live it
(16:11:34) Mulan: yeah, i think so to

(16:11:52) daniel_solo_123: destine/fate depends on Him…..

(16:12:00) Mulan: been living my life for 20 years now thinking he really do exist
(16:12:21) Mulan: *does
(16:13:29) Mulan: pero minsn naiisip ko, if that wud be the case.. yong buhay ko pala nakaplano na…(destiny ika nga), so what’s the use of giving me the right to choose what i want
(16:13:58) Mulan: what’s the use of giving me freedom kung un at un pa rin mangyayari sa buhay ko
(16:14:05) Mulan: it’s way too complicated
(16:14:14) Mulan: only He knows these things

(16:15:39) daniel_solo_123: yeah…..i think so too……but He’s so Good to grant what we request….what we ask…

(16:17:13) Mulan: have u ever tried questioning His existence?

(16:17:45) daniel_solo_123: no….i dont have the right ….

(16:17:48) Mulan: let’s deal w/ this as a matter of fact.. i wont brand u an atheist if u say yes
 (16:18:36) Mulan: we used to discuss this w/ my friends

(16:18:37) daniel_solo_123: i believe that i dont have the right to question His existence…..

(16:19:32) Mulan: isn’t it ironic? ur given all the freedom to do watever u want to, but then u cnt question that?

(16:19:54) daniel_solo_123: its already inculcated in my heart and mind……….
(16:20:11) daniel_solo_123: that i’m not worthy of doing so….

(16:20:16) Mulan: for me, doing so is more of knowing Him more

(16:20:54) daniel_solo_123: just looking around you will tell you about Him….
 
(16:28:18) Mulan: but thre so much more to know about him than jz looking around

(16:28:19) daniel_solo_123: that includes the suffering and pain that we see happening….

(16:28:36) Mulan: yeah those included
(16:29:10) Mulan: there are things science can explain.. well, now almost everything i guess
(16:30:16) Mulan: but when it comes to the point na wala na masabi kahit ang siyensya, people tend to rationalize it pa rin like saying God does exist. He made it all, He’s the reason why ganito ganyan

(16:31:09) daniel_solo_123: that’s a logical answer to it…

(16:31:34) Mulan: ang sa akin lng, there’s nothing wrong when one question His existence…
(16:31:53) Mulan: asking doesn’t necessarily mean u dont believe in it
(16:31:57) Mulan: in Him

(16:32:53) daniel_solo_123: could be…..but i have a different thing in mind…..

(16:33:08) Mulan: why wud i be afraid to ask that question, jz because of the thought that He might put me in hell? that’s what i call becoming a hyprocrite
(16:33:17) Mulan: so what’s on ur mind?
(16:33:30) Mulan: *hypocrite

(16:34:46) daniel_solo_123: it’s just that i believe i’m not worthy to question His existence……
(16:35:01) daniel_solo_123: but i’m not saying you’re wrong….
(16:35:19) daniel_solo_123: it’s just my perception and faith…..